2/19--Happy Birthday Sunny and Kathy Keltner whereever you are

Well...Sunny Bunny is 2. I cannot get out to see her but her software is in...but I did have the brilliant idea to pour buckets of how water on the ice tomorrow to get it out. Back to Sunny...she is a beautiful, and she is talking...she is a grand griley whirley and i love her dearly. I hope cannot wait to see her ad play with her on the computer...i do love her. In case we have any doubt....I love children. Having none of my own if you are my friend and you have a child...well I am an aunt. The kind that takes you to the movies, laser tag.... I look forward to having a similar relationship with Sunny that I do with my other kids.

I had a heck of a day...I pulled down lots more ceiling because of the ice damning thing. This was in the office. I am working hard to forgive myself for participating in this illusion....but today it all feels very real. But hey at least half way through when I drenched from the water pouring down my fiber glass insulation. I did have the good sense god gave me to go get gloves from my hair color. Least kept some of the fiber glass off my hands. Water was pouring out of the fiber glass insulation....just pouring.....pour and the more i pulled down...the more it poured. Tomorrow morning I will go pull more insulation down before it starts melting so I can get something underneath it all so it doesn't leak down the rest of the house.

I did have a good melt down and cried really hard sobbed really. I did consciously remember to forgive...i am not sure how much better it made it.. The thing that made it the best was pulling down the dry wall chasing the leak till I could see it. At least it stopped leaking to the main level. Well I am getting tired and my butt is sore from sitting writing this as I am watching tv and being distracted ;-).

take care....be safe...lu2pmbu


And Kathy Keltner...Happy 40th or 41st.